I've been keeping since I was seven years old and that has
been to the detriment of my batting. I love keeping, it's
part of who I am as a cricketer, but there's also part of me
that looks forward to a day when I can concentrate more on my
The other thing is that when you're a keeper you have an out,
so to speak. If you fail with the bat you can often say that
you're still on the top of your game with your gloves and it
is like a safety net, really. I can see how taking away that
safety net might bring the best out of me as a batsman.
The closest I've come to being physically wrecked by my role
was the test against India at Napier during the 2008-09
season. We batted first and I scored a century, then we
knocked them over and enforced the follow-on. It was such a
flat track, though, and they dug in during the second innings
so we ended up fielding for three and a half days. I could
barely stand up at the end of that test.
Keeping is different to fielding, I don't care what anybody
says. Not only do you have to be switched on every single
ball but you're effectively doing 600 squats a day.
If I was to give away the gloves I think I can feel satisfied
that I got the best out of myself behind the stumps. My
margin for improvement as a keeper is much less now than what
it was a few years ago.
I'm really comfortable at where I am at with the gloves,
having mostly eradicated the basic errors that blemished my
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