It's a dream come true but one that Clinton Toopi doubted
would ever turn into reality.
When he scanned the National Rugby League (NRL) fixture list
after joining the Gold Coast Titans on a one-season deal,
Sunday's round 21 trip to Mt Smart Stadium took precedence
over all other away trips.
The former Kiwis and New Zealand Warriors centre was
enthusiastic about returning to Auckland and the club he
represented 129 times, but since the season began life has
hardly been paradise at Surfers.
The 30-year-old accepted he was signed primarily as a mentor
for the Titans' young Polynesian and indigenous players, and
a stop gap option in first grade.
An injury to Mat Rogers enabled Toopi to play in the NRL for
the first time since 2006 in round seven, and he scored three
tries in five games before the former dual international
returned.
Toopi had his own calf problem to address but homesickness
was his biggest bugbear and prompted a leave request to visit
his wife and daughters in Whakatane.
Back in the Bay of Plenty for 10 days, Toopi wondered if he
wanted to leave the girls again.
"I went through a stage where I was wondering whether I
wanted to keep playing," he said.
"I was fortunate to get some time off and go back and see the
wife and kids, a chance to think things over in front of each
other instead of over the phone."
Titans coach John Cartwright understood if Toopi didn't board
the return flight, but after a heart-to-heart with wife
Turenga he decided to see out the year to repay the club's
faith in him.
Toopi returned to the Queensland Cup for the Burleigh Bears
and when the Titans experienced another injury crisis he was
back in the top team for last Friday's unexpected golden
point win at leaders St George-Illawarra.
The win could be season-defining for the Titans after three
losses, and career-enhancing for Toopi, who put in a solid
performance despite limited preparation.
He is yet to start negotiations with Cartwright and Titans
chief executive Michael Searle, but given his cheap price tag
and Rogers' potential departure, a new deal may be possible
for 2012 even if the club snares Melbourne Storm super star
centre Greg Inglis.
Whatever happens, Toopi wants to make the most of his return
to the club he made his name as an instinctive ball player.
"I targeted that one and when I was injured I thought, well
if ever there's a goal to get back into the NRL, it's the
Warriors at home," he said.
"I was lucky to get a game under my belt for Burleigh and
then St George."
Toopi was named in the starting line-up on Tuesday and hopes
the girls can make the journey to north to see Dad in the
flesh.
"My daughters haven't seen me in the Titans colours yet out
on the field. It would be a blessing if they made it."
It will be an emotional occasion regardless.
"When I left, I felt I'd never ever want to play against them
so to come back again, it's going to be huge."
Lance Hohaia, Micheal Luck, Simon Mannering and Manu Vatuvei
remain in the Warriors' starting line-up from his playing
days. Jerome Ropati is out injured, not that Toopi's
defensive task is made any easier.
"I'll be defending Manu's side, the bloody beast," he smiled.
"I'll have to be on my guard. We'll be doing our best to shut
him down and not give him too much time to get those big legs
pumping."
Toopi has kept tabs on the Warriors since he left for the
English Super League, and admits they aren't always as easy
on the eye as when he ran amok with the likes of Ali
Lauitiiti, Sione Faumunia, Francis Meli and Stacey Jones.
"Ivan Cleary (coach) has brought his sort of style and to be
honest I didn't really agree with it," he said.
"He dampened the flair a bit and stopped them playing their
natural game, but he's persisted with his formula and it's
paying dividends for them."
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